braces..orthodontic...dental appointments...

after a year using a retainer..or what ever its called...nw if gone...im on with a fix appliance..gudnes..the one that no way for me to take off anymore...oh gudnes...

im feeling the pressure nw..my 2rabbit tooth infront is on pressure n it hurt a bit..feel more lik having a sore thn hurt...

OMG...but my upper lips..its getting very very uncomfortable liao..sH**...

today, get one paper done..Marketing Communication...byebye to u..

another 4more to go...yeah yeah yeah.but doom doom doom...hehehehe

tired tired wana go get rest liao..hav my slepy eyes n painful lip...oh gudnes...suffering hw i wish i cud jz take it off for a min or two...to rest my lip....

gona get some medication tomoro b4 this so called ulcers getting worstttt....haizzzzzzzzz

[~*Lillo LillO n LiLLo*~]

its all about Lillo..yeah..Lillo is growing n she's getting very noty day by day...running around...biting here n there...cute lil puppy...vv smart lik puppy....vv playful....love to hop around....hehehe...vv funny..

wen ur down, look at her...let her out looking at her running, hoping, walking shaking her tiny tail..hw sweet...hehehehe

*arent she Pretty?*

*hw can ronzai challenge my Lillo, she So eMo..*hahahaha...

*puppies oso knw hw to eMo*

~Looking 4 a [*StaR*]~

i jz watched this movie..its one really nice movie...a movie that i flashed back loaddsss of stuff...it touched my heart...flashing back to the memories i once had..but nw..its gone..gone till i am nt sure whether can i hav it back..but i do hav a feeling telling me that...i shud jz let it go..i thought i did, but deep inside, i still keep a space for a hope..a hope that might not be here anytime soon or anytime..u might having urself to live ur life to the fullest, i wish i cud also...but deep inside there's a cut, a cut that hav been bandaged but...its still bleeding and thought that it was never been a cut before.

sometimes life is cruel. really cruel thatit does not even giv u a time to at least prepare urself for it. im so not prepared...my mouth said many times, im prepared for the worst to come..prepared for everyting that are goin to happen..prepared to what eva that comes around..being open to accept what eva happened. but deep inside, i wish it cud last longer or even forever, but it fated that there is a cut in me. the cut that leave the strongest effect,. an infection that cost me a scar that this cut will be healed by time.

by time it wil be healed but when isit no ones knows..

im looking for a star that i cuz jz leave the cut there..heal it...leaving it nt bleeding anymore and anywhere else..although bandaged.

Looking for a [*star*], a star that i cud jz throw the pain away..a star does not mean a person a star might be the strength for me to leave it behind n stop the bleeding...

~Last Year Last Class~Marketing 08/09 - 9th April 2008

Last Year Last Class....Business Law & Ethics...its the LAST CLASS for Marketing 06/07 ...

Finally we make it to the FINAL finaLe..haha..sound so lik Survivor..n Yesh..im waiting for my SURVIVOR GABON to finis download...haha...

today, the last day for us to attend class...aft attending lectures for the past 3 years in Unimas..finally..here we are at the end of everyting...end of lecture...OMG...so fast ya...means that..REALITY is here..near jz around the corner....

face the real and cold-blooded world of reality...

here, from what i learn n i saw 3 years back in Uni life...here i am to actually prepare myself to meet people outside...

but to cherish..Frenshipss...n frenshipss and also FRENSHIP..although selfishess, n selfishness and also betrayal, but we're still frens till the end of life..no mate what i said b4 wat i did wat u did wat u say..it gona be down as history...but FRENSHIPs are to CheRish till the end nO mate what happen...

frens are forever no mate hw sincere u are n hw not since u are...

adalah opportunity cost here n there....biasala tu...but cherish the FRENSHIP..n

YESH...frenship between me n U my frens...i will cherish till the end of life....gona meet u all one day...

~here what we did during our last class wen Miss Marilyn ong giv us break...hahahaha...enjoy..hahaha~

*~MEMORIES~* **PaRt On3**

Wow...3 years had past...3years..full of memories...

3 years n Unimas...*Graduating soon*--->((crossed fingers))

time flies...feel it was so yesterday...

UNIMAS GEMILANG

yesh, i still remember the day i step in UNIMAS...was blUr...very bLur...but msged, call, and meet frens

frens which i know from sch..lucky me...

1st step in KoLej Bunga Raya...Hostel reg..okies..kena tegur.."adik nanti pergi tukar pakaian formal eh"

cuz i was in Jeans n SHirt...hahaha...i pergi la tukar my baju aft gt my keys n so on...

Wow..i gt a room right at the end of the hostel..but i do hav a nice green scenery..really nice from my apartment's living room...hw relaxing..that the place wer i watch sunrise wen ever i rush to finis my asgnmnt...

NiCe????dis was taken very early in the morning.....

oh man...time really flies....3rd year final sem dy....gt into my apartment....yeah..clean up clean up..mos important ting....new hostel..wid all the dirts..ewwww....but thanks to my parent n my siblings who was there to help me though..hehehe....after that...its time to register as a student..wer???BHEP of cuz...can c the line was like..WOW....*no Pics*...sad...biasa that time belum lagi sakit blogging ba...hahaha..

people are all around...met frens...but from kolej..who i met 1st...Yumei..hahaha...same building but she staying 2 level above mine la...nvm...Good exercise kan???hahaha...

time fliess.........

done wid registering a week of Minggu Aluan Pelajar...

a week of torture...but it was fun..one n the most important ting that i remember is the night where we were woke up by the seniors for FIRE DRILL...n it was lik "fire drill" but its not...jz an hour plus of ...*u kNw i knw..something illegal but to hav it they change the name to Fire Drill....which u kena berus teruk teruk..* n conclusion i got from that so called Fire Drill is....every kolej is the Worst Kolej..apakah..

but hor...that time..i was having a bad tummy pain...cuz of the food i took..wow...the feeling was so nice..hahaha......that is the ting that i will never forget..hahaha..

Honestly,...that week memang home sick....OMG....ngaku..hahaha...*shy shy*thn start la lectures...registration n so on..

asgnmnt coming....lectures....mid term exams...final exam..done...the end of 1st sem....then come 2nd sem..same old ting..but no MAP again...but lectures...asgnmnts...hangouts...exams....dis n that....the ting paling i don lik is faculty course registration...i was once at the door of the computer lab...yeash...im stick on the wall lik hw spiderman climb up the wall..haha...cnnt move at all....everyone was lik..erm.haiz..but it was fun...at least something to recall back..hahaha..

end of 1st year....fast yeah??? n joined Minggu Aluan Pelajar as a Liaison Officer (MAP 07/08)...

this was the most memorable, cherishable, meaningful lovely days of my life as UNIMAS STUDENT....It was FUN though lack of slep, tired, stress, but i was full of laughter n warmth of all of us in SWEETNESS of FRENSHIP.....

Mua Dar dar, suling, yumei, ah ui, lulu, My Roommate my Lion King...vincent, ee kiong, huang yew-king kong, john, wei jan, trinstan, chua, ang wei kian-weekend....and many more...YEAH...

*pIcturesssssss......back in UNI....UPLOAD soon...* huhuuhu...

thats all for nw...got to go back to mua FWP@ Final Week Project.....

n3w fr3n

i came back home on friday...cuz im just too stress...cnnt stand it nemo..decided to skip class n back right after i hand in Music asgnmnt....i duno hw m i gona bear with the stress if im still at uni...

dis time stress level zoom up to the level that i couldnt hold it nemo...

back home...i gt a new fren...another family member...

her name is *LILLO*...

she's a German Sheperd mix Labrado...

she Extremely CUTE...

she's only 14 days old today....

Here PresentIng

*LILLO*

isnt she Cute

this is how LiLLo slep....

This is my babY *Lillo*

Stress

Everyone is stress...coming out with word that so called out of our mind....i miss home i miss life that without ant rushing here nt here...i miss all...i miss my old times frens...my frens who i share my ups n downs with..........frens....u know who u are...don over stress...take good care...if there anyting do owes remember..to pray...to hav a minute of silence..calm down....n continue on with ur work...but the mst important ting is to take good care of yr health...life aint easy...sometime i feel lik jz let go..but on thing i kept in mine...im here to educate myself...here i am for a bete future for myself and for my family my parents....

Before anyting happen......Frens im sorry....for all the things i had done that HURT ya physically mentally and emotionally....im sincerely very sorry....what i had done before.but u guys are still my bestest frens and sister in life....especially goes to dar dar, suling, yumei, stella, p.x, h.f., and all my frens........although there are time that seems lik i forgotten u ppl..but deep inside my heart u're there,......i never ever forget u guys..... love for u all my frens never end....cuz frens are forever

~i'M feeling Terrible~

i duno what shud i feel..i feel very sien...feeling quite sensitive lately...duno la...sien la...wen everyting is near to the due date everyone selfishess is showing and coming out....haiz.....sometime others feeling to care...but mayb im just too sensitive....just don think too much..haiz...sien la..bete i do my own ting n enjoy myself do what ever i can do....improve what ever i can improve and be the best among the best i can.......so well, come ANGEL...let stand up and strive and strike wat u aimed for n wished for....

~A Feast~

another week here i am stuck in UNIMAS...yeah...stress all over...FYP...Asgnmnts n presentation...erm...great yeah....n of course...this happen to me again...I am sick...haiz...flu came earlier nw its gone....but here come the Cough....<>...both of them are really good fren...do visit me together although on the same time but its enuf to torture me...today...supposely to go Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka....but its closed...okies..it only open on weekdays n on office hours....People...if wana go there..make sure go on WEEKDAYS n on OFFICE HOURS....thn went off to PUSTAKA......okies..its open..yeapz...its OPEN but....officially its open at 11a.m....great......cuz of that....we went to Boulevard...did our shopping for lunch n plan to the library is postponed to next week....haiz...what a life....but we did get a nice heavy and healthy lunch...for the very first time we had something fresh n not from a can...hehehe.....Its Assam Fish...Sweet n Sour Fish and also Mix Vege...yeahhhhhhhhhh..yummy......duno hw to describe but let the pictures say it all...yeahhh.......(Connection SuX again..cnnt post pics....but will post wen got stable connection)-time to WoRk again......

anyone know the feeling of being pressured??????

anyone know the feeling being pressured....my shoulder feeling so heavy....feeling of 46peoples marks is on my shoulder..which i am bearing it now with few of my coursemate...this feeling really s***!!!!!!!!! can u imagine what will be happening if u failed to provide those members the marks which is nearest to 20?????????possibility to get 20marks is there but the possibility to loose mark is also there as this ting i got no confidence at all cuz there's till (????) all around...but since all the combined group leaders said its lik dat...what can we say...although there are still (????) in our heads......

i dun know y n how shall i react.....i wana to deliver the best in presenting my points and convincing my lecturer in marking us to the best??????? i still cannot feel the interaction although there was improvement during rehearsal jz now...but interaction from the WHOLE group is the main thing that is needed.......i heard from people on....do u think that lecturer will giv us marks only on few directors mumbling n few shareholders mumbling?????and few questions that r goin to be asked?????lik dat?????????? it is not easy lo....or mayb im just thinking too much...m i???someone please tell me....here is the place to score for dis particular subject....

not the rehearsal.......not the points.....there's just something that is so not right.....duno y do i hav this feeling but this feeling is here n my sixth sense owes give me quite accurate real ting might hapen.....

im very stress im afraid that i will loose my patient anytime from now....do pray hard ya.......