[~FINALLY~]

Finally Finally Finally

what can i say but Finally...

Gudnes that i waited for so long for this to happen...

all nw jz waiting to get FINAL exam done..

hehehe....

but this...it satisfies me to the fullest although Final Exam is not over yt..hehehe..

let the PICTURES do the TALKING...

ITS DONE FINALLY!!!!!!

What is Done...Is DONE...

i do not knw what do i feel n why i feel lik this..flashingback...keep on flashing back..

what can be done its done..

what can i do, i did it...

what can i save i saved...

what can i share, i shared...

what can i give i've given...

what i can become i became...

what to please, i pleased...

to let go i given up...

to forget i forgotten...

to mend it over i tried...

this the time where i just cnnt stop my mind from tinking all over again..

wish that there could be a button to delete the unwanted tings

what had happen...

i gona cherish it til the end of my life

what i did wrong n what i hav being ignorant

what i hav forgotten

what i hav did wrong in hurting anyone at anytime

to anyones...

Im truly sorry...

Sorry for all the things i had done..

dear darlings frens besties sisters brothers u are the best

loving u all give me no full stop at anywhere

~a CaLL...~

today, surprisingly gnet called..aft so long...oh man..Gurl..i Miss u so much...gudnes...it was so like so long...since i hear her old crazy kepo voice..haha..gurl sorry le..but true ba..we both skali meet..sure gossip..but it was great..that baru la us rite??hahaha..missing her so much...waiting n waiting for her to come back..yesh..for u to come back Jeanette Sarahann Tan S.E. b4 u kill me callin ur Full name here..hahaha...

miss U Darling...cOme back KuchING gik..dah gik kat aussie..come back gurl...

check air asia for tickets..hahahaha....

~im SORRY~

i duno what to say but im SORRY..yeash i am..i feel extremely bad..but i jz duno hw to put it in words..im so so soorrryyy..i knw its too late for everything...ntg i can do but saying im sorry..i even don hav the guts to say im sorry to u..i feel extremlely guilty for that....i never knw that that person is so extremely shit...worst than a shit i cud say..gudness......
this feeling sux..i am guilty..me wrong..very wrong...

i'm so SORRY...

ntg i can do to mend it over.it was done n it was a past...but this cut this feeling will stay in me till i did hav the guts to actually face u and say i am sorry...once and for al..im sorry...

IM SORRY..very much sorrryyyyy....

exam sux..with this sux feeling...im in guilt..

im being very harsh...very bad....very hot tempered...very much negative side of me..

im sorry..

SO soOoo sOrrY....

Sem 2 (2008/2009) is coming to an END....[Exam ExAm exAm...]

Exam exam exam exam..im so tired..but this will be the last final exam that im goin thru...except in future i plan to take Masters again la..hehe..but thatz in my plan definately...praying hard that one day i would be able to continue...

Another piece of paper plays a big role in society...having a roll of degree nw its lik ntg...

everywhere, just throw a stone..u gona hit a degree holder...

competition is jz to great...im graduating at the wrong time...where economy its lik hell..no much improvement but a great slum down...

to continue on masters nw right after my degree, nope im so nt doin that bt YES in future..i am goin to take up Master...

missing people a lot lately...i duno y..

this semester is coming to an end...

i miss my frens...i miss the ones who are dear to me by my side

hehehe..

darlings, dears...frens...

ALL THE BEST...Love U all...Huggies...

i am in LOVE...

YES, i am in LOVE , n i am n i am in LOVE

very much in LOVE with u...

i LOVE u more day after day...u filled my life..with smile n laughter...

aft this im so very much in LOVE with u..

ur my LOVE..

To Everyone who duno..

the one n only one i LoVe is mY LILLO...my Dearest LILLO....

LILLO is My LOVE...

jz love her so much....mwakssss..

this mOviE...

i jz broke down into tears watching this movie...

*thumbs up* for Marley n Me...

braces..orthodontic...dental appointments...

after a year using a retainer..or what ever its called...nw if gone...im on with a fix appliance..gudnes..the one that no way for me to take off anymore...oh gudnes...

im feeling the pressure nw..my 2rabbit tooth infront is on pressure n it hurt a bit..feel more lik having a sore thn hurt...

OMG...but my upper lips..its getting very very uncomfortable liao..sH**...

today, get one paper done..Marketing Communication...byebye to u..

another 4more to go...yeah yeah yeah.but doom doom doom...hehehehe

tired tired wana go get rest liao..hav my slepy eyes n painful lip...oh gudnes...suffering hw i wish i cud jz take it off for a min or two...to rest my lip....

gona get some medication tomoro b4 this so called ulcers getting worstttt....haizzzzzzzzz

[~*Lillo LillO n LiLLo*~]

its all about Lillo..yeah..Lillo is growing n she's getting very noty day by day...running around...biting here n there...cute lil puppy...vv smart lik puppy....vv playful....love to hop around....hehehe...vv funny..

wen ur down, look at her...let her out looking at her running, hoping, walking shaking her tiny tail..hw sweet...hehehehe

*arent she Pretty?*

*hw can ronzai challenge my Lillo, she So eMo..*hahahaha...

*puppies oso knw hw to eMo*

~Looking 4 a [*StaR*]~

i jz watched this movie..its one really nice movie...a movie that i flashed back loaddsss of stuff...it touched my heart...flashing back to the memories i once had..but nw..its gone..gone till i am nt sure whether can i hav it back..but i do hav a feeling telling me that...i shud jz let it go..i thought i did, but deep inside, i still keep a space for a hope..a hope that might not be here anytime soon or anytime..u might having urself to live ur life to the fullest, i wish i cud also...but deep inside there's a cut, a cut that hav been bandaged but...its still bleeding and thought that it was never been a cut before.

sometimes life is cruel. really cruel thatit does not even giv u a time to at least prepare urself for it. im so not prepared...my mouth said many times, im prepared for the worst to come..prepared for everyting that are goin to happen..prepared to what eva that comes around..being open to accept what eva happened. but deep inside, i wish it cud last longer or even forever, but it fated that there is a cut in me. the cut that leave the strongest effect,. an infection that cost me a scar that this cut will be healed by time.

by time it wil be healed but when isit no ones knows..

im looking for a star that i cuz jz leave the cut there..heal it...leaving it nt bleeding anymore and anywhere else..although bandaged.

Looking for a [*star*], a star that i cud jz throw the pain away..a star does not mean a person a star might be the strength for me to leave it behind n stop the bleeding...

~Last Year Last Class~Marketing 08/09 - 9th April 2008

Last Year Last Class....Business Law & Ethics...its the LAST CLASS for Marketing 06/07 ...

Finally we make it to the FINAL finaLe..haha..sound so lik Survivor..n Yesh..im waiting for my SURVIVOR GABON to finis download...haha...

today, the last day for us to attend class...aft attending lectures for the past 3 years in Unimas..finally..here we are at the end of everyting...end of lecture...OMG...so fast ya...means that..REALITY is here..near jz around the corner....

face the real and cold-blooded world of reality...

here, from what i learn n i saw 3 years back in Uni life...here i am to actually prepare myself to meet people outside...

but to cherish..Frenshipss...n frenshipss and also FRENSHIP..although selfishess, n selfishness and also betrayal, but we're still frens till the end of life..no mate what i said b4 wat i did wat u did wat u say..it gona be down as history...but FRENSHIPs are to CheRish till the end nO mate what happen...

frens are forever no mate hw sincere u are n hw not since u are...

adalah opportunity cost here n there....biasala tu...but cherish the FRENSHIP..n

YESH...frenship between me n U my frens...i will cherish till the end of life....gona meet u all one day...

~here what we did during our last class wen Miss Marilyn ong giv us break...hahahaha...enjoy..hahaha~