Thursday, April 16, 2009

~Looking 4 a [*StaR*]~

i jz watched this movie..its one really nice movie...a movie that i flashed back loaddsss of stuff...it touched my heart...flashing back to the memories i once had..but nw..its gone..gone till i am nt sure whether can i hav it back..but i do hav a feeling telling me that...i shud jz let it go..i thought i did, but deep inside, i still keep a space for a hope..a hope that might not be here anytime soon or anytime..u might having urself to live ur life to the fullest, i wish i cud also...but deep inside there's a cut, a cut that hav been bandaged but...its still bleeding and thought that it was never been a cut before.
sometimes life is cruel. really cruel thatit does not even giv u a time to at least prepare urself for it. im so not prepared...my mouth said many times, im prepared for the worst to come..prepared for everyting that are goin to happen..prepared to what eva that comes around..being open to accept what eva happened. but deep inside, i wish it cud last longer or even forever, but it fated that there is a cut in me. the cut that leave the strongest effect,. an infection that cost me a scar that this cut will be healed by time.
by time it wil be healed but when isit no ones knows..
im looking for a star that i cuz jz leave the cut there..heal it...leaving it nt bleeding anymore and anywhere else..although bandaged.
Looking for a [*star*], a star that i cud jz throw the pain away..a star does not mean a person a star might be the strength for me to leave it behind n stop the bleeding...

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