Graduation ~16092009~

Finally the day i have been waiting for...

The day which became my day big day of my 3 years of studies...

Finally Offically on my Rope n Mortar Board....

With my scroll in my Hand....

I've made ittttttt....

3years of waiting....

Thanks a lot to Mua Family...~my Daddy, My Mummy, My Sis, My Bro, My both Gma, my Aunties n Uncles...

Thanks to My unfailing Lecturers...n also my Frens....

We all went through it...togete we allsurvive....although a few fell down...but u guys are catching up...

No words to describe but pictures to say it all.......

this is only part one of My Convocation..

16th August 2009

CoMe Back Time.....

WOW...it been a wile since i blog...

Graduation is neaR...got the Letter froM UNI..yeAaahhh...

Frenssss, let us Shake DU doWn for our DEgrEe ScRoLl...hahahaha

Im nw WorKing at INSTACOM ENGINEERING/CONSTRUCTION S/B...as

JUNIOR SUPERVISOR...hahahaha...

eMplOyed nw...making me not planting any grapes for the moment..

as job hunting is still on..yeahhhh..hahaha...

LapPy whole day long....updating whole day long...tones of OTsssss..

gaining experience & facing the cruel brand new reality world for me....

hahaha...

told myself b4...its aint easY...

nid to be strong...

GB enrolment is coming up....

next SUnday 19/07/09 to be exactttt....

hahaha....

Its been a wile...since last goodbye to UNIMAS temporarily....but..

im coming back reall soonnnn..hahaha...

missing those LepaKing tiMe back in College...

skip Classes MoMent...texting frens...go class?lazy la...don wan la..hehehe

bertAubat la..but..end up..ok la...next week we go class..hahaha...

Makan Makan time..the best time of all..hehee

assgnmnts ZOmbIeeesss....

arguEments....

beh song here n there...

hahhahaha..those were the daysssss...

Miss UnI LIFE

n YESHhhh I AM!!!!!!!!

~Life aft UnI...~

hav been sometime since i last update this blog of mine..

being busy??fully occupied???

the answer is NO...im freaking FREE for the past one month doin ntg...

nt doing nothing but its actually nothing much done...

hunt for jobs..i did...

went for interviews...

quite a numbers...

get offer??yes i did....i did get offers...

Accept the offer??

I accept offer...and i also reject offer...

actually...offerS..

not being choosy..but

Do u wana do a job unhappy???unwillingly??

for me the ans is NO...so i ended up reject those offers..

[im not giving up yt..im till hunting...applying...searching..]

~those were updates on Jobs~

Camp camp camp..Girls Brigade...

YLRALT@ Young Leader Recreational and Administrative Leadership Training

Being there for 3days of the camp..for assistances...talking...catch up wid frens...

but most i did was chit chatting, helping out the trainer-Mrs boon taking pictures for her

bt i did most was chit chatting wid frens...catch up wid May Ying..hav been abt 2 years since i met her..

gosh time flies man...

the last camp i went wid her n violet was 2 years ago b4 she left...feel so lik it happen recently nia..adoo

Girls now, are so lucky...so pampered thn b4..so fragile i would say..haiz..

but what to do..

b4 the camp was No Apologies...

what is No Apologies..

an Education for Us not to lead ourselves to the wrong Path..

Sin is everywhere but abstinence

is the KEY...

Learn to SAY NO..

PeopLe..Send ur LoVed ones to The WORKSHOP
U ARE SAVING A LIFE TIME...NO REGRETS...BUT BENEFIT FROM IT..

Tomoro..saturday..Girls Brigade International Day of Prayer....

another lOng dayyy..

what to do.aft this tingie..gona be quite free butttttttt

EnroLMENT is coming...JULY....adoooooo

hehehehe.....

Not Forgotten ooo..went Gawai visiting..Hanging out wid My DEAREST FAMILY...

greatest time..

best time..

had rest....time to change lifestyle......

HuiFen's BIG DAY....

HuiFen's Big Day (10 May 2009) ..i guez..i do not hav to go much more abt it..let the pictures do the talking...

All of us...

again...hehehe..

My Fren...Huifen...ConGratulations...

wishing u ever after happiness with your hubby till the end...

God Bless...

KBR..Kolej Bunga Raya...Hibiscus College...

KOLEJ BUNGA RAYA .....

the College..hostel..apartment..room..

i stayed for the last 3 years, 6 semesters in UNIMAS

completing my Degree program....

A hostel..the one that gave me memories to cherish till forever...

the day came...

to leave it forever till the next time i go back for another purpose...

Masters perhap...hahahaha

leaving this place...

its very sad..

im nt coming back to Kolej-KBR...
not coming back wid bags...luggage...baskets...pillows...clothing..pail...

but im leaving it bringing everyting back home...

signing off the form...leaving form for hostel accomodation...

passing back the keys...

holding the keys and looking at the room for the last time...

B1-4- My Block

K6/B1/G/ 7- My Apartment

K6/B1/G/7E- My Room

Food FooD Food FoooDDDDddd....

Once again we went n hunt our Fav place...a simple place wid fOODsss..a place leaving behind memories to all of us...i love this place its nt a place wid all those aircon la...those so called cafe or what so ever..but its a place of SIMPLICITY...a place wer me n my frens gather around for a huge round of FOODsss...

JALAN SONG

is the place....

duno how to say what to say cuz it jz one night of fullness and satisfaction..

a place whre all cheer laughter and surprise happened..hahaha...

lets look at the Photos...

FYI...its nt half from what we ordered...there are still more...hahaha..

scring other wid the food we had on the tables...

people looking at the table i am sitting..

hahaha..

look lik Last Supper..hehehe...

but

we does not cal it the night yt..

macam orang cakap..

the Night is till Young..apakah...

where KePoness of the Gurls start..

start to kepo start to gossip start to movie...everytng...

what else can i say..hahaha..wen gurls atly meet...

went over to Siewping's plc

say movie la..memang both of is movie-ing...

until...

we ask for water...thirsty...very thirsty..OMG...nvr i feel so thirsty lik that bfore..

hunt here n there for water

climb over to suling's plc..wana mintak water ba,,no water n both of us thirsty tahap entah apa la..

thn we go boil water...

plan to make tea

but out of sudden...

we were lik saying hw to drink..the water is boiling hot..

thn came out COLA..

OMG...thn was tinking wer to get cola...

came out the idea.....

7 ELEVEN....7/11...

Hahaha...

adakah patut...but yesh...we DID it...cRAZYyyyy

but Its Desperately nid water.....

COLA...7 ELEVEN...hahaha...

come come..lets c what we Get...

BIG GULPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GULP GULP GULPpppppp

Final Day Final Paper Final Exam..

Final exam final paper final Day
3 Years had finally bid GOODBYE...
The DaY we were waiting for...
The Hour camee...
everyone step oUt from the Exam Hall...
Bidding gOoDbyE..
it Hurts...3 years had past..but we share feelings n the ups and the downs...

but
ONCE and FoR aLL..ITS DONE...FINALLY...we are officially done...

Bachelor of Business Administration with Honours (MARKETING) 2006/2007
University Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS)
on the 7th May 2009, Last paper= Strategic Marketing
After 5pm...
Bye Bye to UNIMAS..bYe Bye All...Gona c U all again really soon in few more months...

15+16 AUGUST 2009....is what we're looking forward to...

Lovely Exam HALL that we're goin to miss...exam in DEWAN UNIMAS wil be no More...

[On the stage taking the view for the last time b4 last paper]

a place a stage im gona step on to get the scroll....

Came thru My MiNd...

This jz came thru my mind..i duno y but it jz came thru my mind...reminds me back of my Girls' Brigade's training camps..and also company camps and also Bible study...

Flashing back to one of the talk i attend..No Apologies..

its a talk for pre-maritual marriage sex and adultery and many more..n its all incorporated to SIN...BIG SIN..

once it was organized in a very large quantity...

this shouldnt be for jz students of secondary school..

but its well recommended for higher learning level students too..

this is the time where people tend to have freedom to the fullest

away, fafr away from parents..no more NO here n there...

FREEDOM is what u get..

love urself n love urself more

don live ur life wid regrets...

i had saw many tings happen

the good n the bad

the sweet and the bitter

the happy and the sad

the love and the HURT

but i knw its does not end here yt...

its not a full stop yt..

lots more for me to c for me to know for me to experience..

one ting i keep i mind..

IF i Don LOVE myself...

Appreciate myself..

Treasure myself..

Cherish myself..

Care for myself..

one ting that is gona happen is I AM HURTING MYSELF..

No One will HURT u 1st If u DON HURT URSELF 1st..

i ChoOSe to LOVE MYSELF B4 others LOVE ME..n to DESERVE to be LovE by Me...

[~FINALLY~]

Finally Finally Finally

what can i say but Finally...

Gudnes that i waited for so long for this to happen...

all nw jz waiting to get FINAL exam done..

hehehe....

but this...it satisfies me to the fullest although Final Exam is not over yt..hehehe..

let the PICTURES do the TALKING...

ITS DONE FINALLY!!!!!!

What is Done...Is DONE...

i do not knw what do i feel n why i feel lik this..flashingback...keep on flashing back..

what can be done its done..

what can i do, i did it...

what can i save i saved...

what can i share, i shared...

what can i give i've given...

what i can become i became...

what to please, i pleased...

to let go i given up...

to forget i forgotten...

to mend it over i tried...

this the time where i just cnnt stop my mind from tinking all over again..

wish that there could be a button to delete the unwanted tings

what had happen...

i gona cherish it til the end of my life

what i did wrong n what i hav being ignorant

what i hav forgotten

what i hav did wrong in hurting anyone at anytime

to anyones...

Im truly sorry...

Sorry for all the things i had done..

dear darlings frens besties sisters brothers u are the best

loving u all give me no full stop at anywhere

~a CaLL...~

today, surprisingly gnet called..aft so long...oh man..Gurl..i Miss u so much...gudnes...it was so like so long...since i hear her old crazy kepo voice..haha..gurl sorry le..but true ba..we both skali meet..sure gossip..but it was great..that baru la us rite??hahaha..missing her so much...waiting n waiting for her to come back..yesh..for u to come back Jeanette Sarahann Tan S.E. b4 u kill me callin ur Full name here..hahaha...

miss U Darling...cOme back KuchING gik..dah gik kat aussie..come back gurl...

check air asia for tickets..hahahaha....

~im SORRY~

i duno what to say but im SORRY..yeash i am..i feel extremely bad..but i jz duno hw to put it in words..im so so soorrryyy..i knw its too late for everything...ntg i can do but saying im sorry..i even don hav the guts to say im sorry to u..i feel extremlely guilty for that....i never knw that that person is so extremely shit...worst than a shit i cud say..gudness......
this feeling sux..i am guilty..me wrong..very wrong...

i'm so SORRY...

ntg i can do to mend it over.it was done n it was a past...but this cut this feeling will stay in me till i did hav the guts to actually face u and say i am sorry...once and for al..im sorry...

IM SORRY..very much sorrryyyyy....

exam sux..with this sux feeling...im in guilt..

im being very harsh...very bad....very hot tempered...very much negative side of me..

im sorry..

SO soOoo sOrrY....

Sem 2 (2008/2009) is coming to an END....[Exam ExAm exAm...]

Exam exam exam exam..im so tired..but this will be the last final exam that im goin thru...except in future i plan to take Masters again la..hehe..but thatz in my plan definately...praying hard that one day i would be able to continue...

Another piece of paper plays a big role in society...having a roll of degree nw its lik ntg...

everywhere, just throw a stone..u gona hit a degree holder...

competition is jz to great...im graduating at the wrong time...where economy its lik hell..no much improvement but a great slum down...

to continue on masters nw right after my degree, nope im so nt doin that bt YES in future..i am goin to take up Master...

missing people a lot lately...i duno y..

this semester is coming to an end...

i miss my frens...i miss the ones who are dear to me by my side

hehehe..

darlings, dears...frens...

ALL THE BEST...Love U all...Huggies...

i am in LOVE...

YES, i am in LOVE , n i am n i am in LOVE

very much in LOVE with u...

i LOVE u more day after day...u filled my life..with smile n laughter...

aft this im so very much in LOVE with u..

ur my LOVE..

To Everyone who duno..

the one n only one i LoVe is mY LILLO...my Dearest LILLO....

LILLO is My LOVE...

jz love her so much....mwakssss..

this mOviE...

i jz broke down into tears watching this movie...

*thumbs up* for Marley n Me...