Sunday, January 25, 2009

~HAPPY CHINESE "牛" YEAR (2009)~



HAPPY CHINESE "牛" YEAR 2009

May Ox Year bring Properous and Lots of Joy and
Happiness to all...

HappY Chinese New Year...preparation nw i really know the real feel of tired lo...ngaiti...clean here n there...adui...so tiring man....today is the last day of the year...chinese new year soon in jz few more hours...mummy baked 2 types of cake..one is raisin cake..another one is Hong Kong cake..that whats she called it la...every year sure gt dis 2 types of cake wan...nice nice....but atly dis year mumy plan to be lazy but she cnnt stand my nagging i guezz...cuz hav been bugging her to make cake...hahaha...
adakah patut..hehehe...few deco at home for more chinese new year feeling lo...if nt dis year its lik no feeling de...cuz tv is nt showing any Hot chinese new Year stuff n outside at shops oso..its not like before liao no more the HOt-ness of CNt mood dy....feeling lik its just another day ....another one ordinary day....went to supe save grab a few MooMoo deco...hehehe...it on the wall liao yesterday once i gt it back from outside.....here gona be some pictures of my home make deco n mumy cake...hehehe.....





Mumy deco de....


Chinese "Xmas" New Year Tree





Deco i get one..nice bo???



Duno how old liao dis Moomoo.

Mumy bake de Hong Kong cake...nice oo...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I aM sIcK....Terriblly sIck...arGh....


CNY is just next week n im so so sick...damn sick...dis time i collapse liao....haiz..rushed to clinic last nite n hav few types of medication...make me slep from 8 something to 8 something in the morning...OMG....but so much bete but i do feel very weak...suoer weak no enery to do anyting but sitting down here moving my fingers only...i kept myself in blanket n look lik a hotdog bun n also oven myself in jacket too....wat a time to be sick.haiz..the weather is not helping me to feel any bete but worse....haiz...

Saturday, January 17, 2009

"LAST YEAR"

Erm…only dis few nia meh for Block B, Kolej Bunga Raya?
Call it last year….suling, yumei n i came down for cloth washing…coincidence we heard that there’s block meeting down there..okies….while waiting for our clothes to be ready frm the laundry…we did something incredible…1st time in 3 years here in Unimas, we went down for block meeting that we never went….but dis time we broke our record being there n also down early….hahaha…so so funny….there’s come pictures to share..but by looking at the crowd….atly block B students are so much more thn what is in the pic that I took…hahaha…where are those ppl….but can say that most 3rd year n last sem students are nt there but us n few more that spotted la..biasala…last year last sem dy ba......ahem ahem

Sunday, January 11, 2009

life aint easy...i MEAN it....

what can i say...life really NOT EASY...giving up...leaving it behind...forgetting it...let it go...it could be easy for someone else.but for me its aint easy....flashingback i did...letting go i tried...ignore what eva i felt..i did...d feeling is till there....not goin away so far...i wanted to c u..but i just cnnt look at u right in ur eyes....i just feel lik falling in ur arms again...wish to be in ur arms again lik i used to...but its all OVER...NO MORE....i miss u i till miss u....i just wan u back but there ntg i can do to hav u back..letting u go..letting dis feeling go...mayb its just one way out....
wen ur nt around..ur nt back to ur hometown...im owes here but thn wen ur back..im lik a burden...im lik some1 monitoring u...it hurts me hell wen u first say it to me...but thn wat can i do but to accept it as it is hard...sometimes i feel lik im just an entertainment to u...something for u to entertain ur own wen ur bored..wen im nt anymore wanted...off u go...out of my way..ur monitoring...
but u told me once im the only one u care d only gurl u care...u nvr care for any gurl lik hw u care for me...u make me smile u make me feel lik im in the world of my own...once u wana end it i feel the world crashed down on me...it hurt...its killng me...it crushed me more thn crushed ice...ice melt....but my pain is till there.. am being really hard for this past few months....looking back flashing back...ur d 1 i love the most....u hurt me...i don hate u...u end it...i never wana say goodbye...but s i keep tinking it hurt me lots...
all i can say is i till keep this hope...dis one n only hope...but i hope that it would fades away s time passes.....swwet memories between us...i will definately cherish it till the end of my life....cuz my love to u is sincere n i till heart u...Huggss...wish to be in ur arms again but that will be in the memories
byebye...good bye....

Saturday, January 10, 2009

R@!ni&9 3veryd@y

raIn...rAin....


it has been raining non stop...looking at it...wow..nice so called "winter' here in Kuching...

cold really coLd...hiding in blankets or sweaters...wow....feel more lik a hotdog bun...hahahaha...

wanted to jog around uni wid frens...Yumei..help...must jog...tummy is getting bigger liao...

but weather weather..apakah weather..but nice cloudy day in the evening is the best.
Dis few days rain whole day non-stop...its COld...but nice weather....love it...


Friday, January 9, 2009

~1sT wEek~

1st week...running around Uni...expected..clashes wid dis n that subject..expected...getting annoyed n irritated wid anyting also expected...wat else???pressure?yeah..expected...mood swing lately..yeah i did..but yeah...nid to face it show a smile on my face..of cuz......hahahaha
overall...dis week ntg much....running around n being "holland"/"aeroplane" by lecturers lo....ehehe...3rd year last sem.....tot it would be bete no more rebut here n there...no ntg jz can take anyting we wanted s wanted but it turned out the other way round..great isnt it?dis time really frus all of us...cuz there's no more n we hope there's really no more another sem can take liao...cuz we do not wan to extend..stress man...angry wid some Lecturer which suka ati they wana change classes nia...timetable out liao..ok..anyting we accept then we plan the other subject on our own s taking generic n complimentary subjects...ok..plan timetable nice nice liao..but then..come...dis lecturer wana change day...another one change oso..
clashes wid most on selected pelengkap..mana la tidak frus.......thn ok la..accept the reality...malam class ok la...pagi ka..petang ka ok...saturday ka..friday nite ka..ok..no prob s long don clash nia....thn settle....come another one..suppose to hav 2classes..split ba..then lecturer ask for one class nia...apakah....nw all clash take wat???n so coincidence that most of the pelengkap i wanted clash...all tuesday...Y pelengkap dis sem all TUESDAY wan ha???haiz......ok la..thn take other subject...nid to attend 2 class..ok la...accept la..if reallt that is the only way out...attend 2 classes attend la...i don mind....no time lunch pun hentam la..
thn come ppl say the combine class nw split again to normal lik 1st time..ok...today...last day drop courses...wat can we do till nw all not confirm...I DUNO LA...someting really wrong wid the management or lecturer or the classroom itself...HENTAM la....
nw cnnt do anyting...only hope that no more changes n please DON change any liao...cuz if combine class n tiz will make Many of us DEAD............Im so pissed off...till last day to register oso everyting NOT SURE............................HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
hate it a LOTTT....F***...S***
Another story...today...tot gt class la...but in the end kena Holland la...thn was in class for abt 2hours earlier...lepak ba...thn come in one guy...super Junior...fromFK...ok...come he say wana share Good News..ok Fine....listen la..but wen we ask ques....he is SOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo BLURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...................... no exact ans...thn ask again say secret...name of church= NO NAME...hello people....please....AJARAN SESAT ka? apakah....dis secret that secret thn blur.....thn share lik force ppl to follw the religion...hello...someone please..take action or something....he's a WEIRDO......one more....Jesus love u....Yeah...JESUS LOVE ME.....AMEN...but that guy..his sharing n his approach...OUT OF STORY...for Me its AJARAN SESAT using the Holy Book BIBLE.....haiz...May God Bless Him n lead him to the right path....
Overall...dis week no class...no class....gt la..one..LAW class...then other not postpone...thn Holland la..hehehe.....

Thursday, January 1, 2009

~@ brAnD n3w y3aR~*^2(0)(0)9^*

2008 gone...here comes 2009...a brand new beginning..new chapter of my diary....
2008...a year full with ups n downs...
2008....u taught me lots of things....
2008....u teach me what is the meaning of this BIG word..."COMMITMENT"
Yes i DO understand the meaning
buT its a HarD+rOugh leSSon
2008....never too Late to say gooDbYe to U foReVer...
2008 is the year u make me hAppY make Me sad..eVeryting had haPPen...I will CherisH it till tHe eND...
no MattEr wHat...Its A YEaR to RemEmBer..
tO my FrEns wHo neVer Fails to aCcompaNy me Wen I'm dOwN...wen i TeaRs...wen I go hiiHiiHaaHaa...GossIps no EnDs....ThAnks...
Of Cuz..My ParEnts n SibLings..whO coOl me n JokeS weN iM so DepreSsed..
HERE I COME...says 2009...
a neW ChaPter...AngEl[5zeN@].....
My FiNaL yeAr...My LiFe is deFinatEly gEttiNg gReaTer...
HeLLo 2009..heLlo fRieNds...heLlo everyOne...